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i need an ambulance

Let me be frank.

I don’t care about grades. Er, I didn’t care about grades. Until now when I need them to graduate.

I have to confess something here. I took two summer classes last year so I could graduate on time. Being the not-caring-about-grades person that I am, I didn’t look at them. Naturally.

But now… I keep sending for my transcript to get delivered from Tech to NGU (failingly, for some reason), and the fear that I may have failed one of those classes is too much for me to bear right now.

What if I did fail one? What if I don’t graduate and have to take another class? What if I don’t have money for that?

I know not to be anxious. To set my mind on God and his goodness. But can we be honest right now and talk about how freaking hard that is during a fiasco like this?